saye si cacat!! kecacatan yg tidak kekal.

August 22nd, 2006 by kuza

hehehe.. just coming back from kuantan smalam.. i bring along a souvenier, special souvenier from shid’s place.. one hour before gi terminal bus, i missed the last step of the tangga.. and, walla.. freefall!! arghhh.. sumpah sakit gile kaki ku yg comel ini.. bengkak gile kedua-dua belah kaki… tuh aa, rumah tinggi sangat. byk tangga.. wahahahaha.. dah laa shid ckp i was like kura2 yang terlentang pastu susah nak bangun balik!! deymm!!after sampai kl, kitorg turun bas kat jln pekeliling… nak kene naik star kat situ…hanya Allah je yg tahu betapa seksanye.. kesian gile kat namin, shid n feeza..terpaksa slow down sbb kaki ku yg cacat ini.. hihihi.. thanks a lot to shid sbb sanggup memikul bag ku…sorry frens.. aku mmg tidak berdaya!! ewahh.. sampai kat bandar tsk selatan, i really couldn’t carry myself (tu laa gemok lagi!!hahaha..) to the erl station di seberang itu..mmg berdenyut2 kaki..lucky us, alip was going back to cyber as well, so, we waited for half an hour and then, walla…naik kereta lah kami pulang ke cyber!! yay!!.. if not, my legs will swell like crazy! thanks again to alip, shid treated him with kek lapis from the kenduri to share with his housemates…later at 11pm last nite, i had my legs massage by sab!! cudn’t think of anyone else kat cyber nih, except for sportsman! hehe.. thanks a lot buddy! enuff of my legs thingy..

just a report from kak ida’s wedding..shid’s sis.. we, namely: kuza, feeza, min, ene, linda, nirma and noli really had fun.. had stayed at shid’s place for almost 5 days! the most important thing is, feeza and i, both of us have a crush on one of shid’s bro..(haha..cudn’t believe that i blurted it out!) hihihihi..he’s still single ok! eligible bachelor, and we had the opportunity to sleep in his room! not with him of course!!!haha…eventhough we were tiring and all, the picture taking session was always a blast! and dapatlah shid melepaskan rindu kat 2nd cuzin? uhuhuhu… janji kacak! >:) anyways, congratulations to kak ida and hubby for the beautiful wedding!! and to shid’s family, namely: uncle kiki and aunty, abg tan n kak linda, abg D (*wink*wink! he’s the eligible bachelor!), abg joe n kak ada, abg mi n kak lina, kak ida n hubby, shid (still single!) and last but not least,the lil bro, boy who was always taking care of our late nights food craving! who took orders and bought them for us.. hihih.. u are the best bro!;) and to the kids: along, lala, boy(bulat nih!=P), fahmi(sgt hensem!mata die sungguh indah!), nana(loves taking pic..i uploaded one of her pic) and the baby amira who loves to smile whenever she sees us! thanks a lot for being so kind to us.. and we are really looking forward for the next  wedding in the family.. who will it be? will it be abg Di? kak Nini? or Boy?…just wait n see…:P  afterall, kuantan had given us one of the wonderful memories in our life!

-was planning to meet him, but later shaxu told me he’s left..it’s ok.. maybe next time..good luck to him for his final semester..may all his dreams come true! i’ll be praying, as always..

who knew?

July 31st, 2006 by kuza

Who Knew
by Pink

You took my hand, you showed me how
You promised me you’d be around

Uh huh that’s right
I took your words and I believed
In everything you said to me
Yah huh that’s right

If someone said three years from now
You’d be long gone
I’d stand up and punch them out
‘Cause they’re all wrong
I know better
‘Cause you said forever
And ever… who knew?

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no no no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could, still call you friend

I’d give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
‘Fore they’re long gone
I guess I just didn’t know how
I was all wrong
But they knew better
Still you said forever
And ever… who knew?

I’ll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we, until we meet again
And I won’t forget you my friend
What happened?

If someone said three years from now
You’d be long gone
I’d stand up and punch them out
‘Cause they’re all wrong

That last kiss, I’ll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep

My darling
Who knew?
My darling, my darling
Who knew?
My darling, I miss you, my darling
Who knew?

- you’ve been with me through the sunshine and rain.

to all my darling girlfriends!.

May 25th, 2006 by kuza

To every girl that dresses cute not skanky.

To every girl who wants to be called beautiful
not
hot.


To every girl that will spend her whole day
looking
for the perfect present for you.

To every girl who gets her heart broken
because
he chose that b*tch instead.


To every girl that would die to have a decent
boyfriend.

To every girl who would just like once to be
treated like a princess.

To every girl that cries at night because of
another
heartbreak.


To every girl that won’t get down on her knees
and
open her mouth just to get a boyfriend.

To every girl that just wants to hold hands.

To every girl that kisses him with meaning.

To every girl who just wishes he cared more.

To every girl who would just once want a guy
to
give their jacket up when they are cold.

To every girl who just wants him to call.


To every girl who lies awake at night thinking
about him.


To every girl that just wants to cuddle.


To every girl that just wants to sleep with him
without having s3x.

To every girl that is scared to put her heart out
there again because she has been hurt too
many
times or so badly.


To every girl who shows how much she cares
and
gets nothing back.

To every girl that thought maybe this one could
be
the one.

To every girl that believes in her dreams.


To every girl that would do anything so she
could
achieve those dreams.

To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when
she
actually doesn’t think it is funny.

To every girl who is just looking for that one
and
only and is having a rough time along the way.

To every girl that has been cheated on
because
she is not a s|ut who gives it up to any guy.

To every girl that doesnt want a guy who just
plays
with her emotions but actually cares about how
she feels.


To every girl who wants words backed up with
actions.

To every girl that fell for all the lies only to find
themselves alone in the end.

To every girl that gave her heart away to have
it
shoved back in her face.

I wish you LOVE.

let me go!.

May 1st, 2006 by kuza

it has been a while since i last post to this blog (ayat2 common org dah lame tak update blog!:)) ) hidup ini amatlah pathetic.. esok dah laa ade exam computer networks yg sepatah haram tak study lagi..ade hati nak update blog? wahahaha.. saje je nak jadi pathetic!!well, after hearing over and over again lagu "3 pintu jatuh - lepaskan aku" rase cam best plak.. hahahaa.. so, here goes the first verse that touched my heart..(ewah! ;;) )

" One more kiss could be the best thing

But one more lie could be the worst

And all these thoughts are never resting

And you’re not something I deserve~ "

hehe.. jiwa tgh kacau.. maaf ya! thanks to nanashahir yg tgh melayanku dgn penuh kasih sayang! (hahahaha.. ayat2 lesbo!) :P blame my former school for this feelings :D… (scary bukan?) so like dear friends, abaikan je laa update ni.. takde pape pon.. saje je nak menyusahkan korg bukak email! :))

so, to those yg ade exam rangkaian komputer esok, selamat maju jaya ok!

- bahasa jiwa bangsa!:))

 

hanya memuji.

March 13th, 2006 by kuza

SHANTY FEAT. MARCELL - Hanya Memuji

Sejenak dakupun terpanah
Melihat dia didepanku
Dia menjerat hatiku
Menatapku tajam

*Disini di dalam dadaku
Ada getar menggoda kusutku
Dia menjerat hatiku
Menatapku tajam ohhhh…

**Ku akui tubuhku melunglai
Sempatku memuji dalam hatiku
Jangan pikir aku kan mencintai
Ku hanya kagumi
Hanya memuji

well, sometimes, this song really helps if u really mean it.. HANYA MEMUJI… dun expect much ok! biase laa kadang2 tu kite suke tgk someone.. but, sekadar suke tengok.. as what the song represents laa.. hanya memuji.. so, we should be proud and flattered that ade jugak org suke kat kite… hahaha..


- i saw your face in a crowded place and i don’t know what to do.. coz, i’ll never be with you..-

english drama.

February 26th, 2006 by kuza

after had a looooong sleep on saturday, bangun at 455pm tuh! aduii… terus siap2 utk ke seremban.. waited for nirma to fetch ani, then around 630 tu kitorg terus gerak ke sban.. sampai2 dah 730 camtu.. gi singgah A&W for lunch?:P kitorg tapaw je.. then bawak masuk tkc.. hihihi.. home sweet home.. sgt lama tak tgk ed.. the last time was with faire…:)) (kenangan!!!!!) smalam with faire gak.. but dgn nirma and ani.. kitorg terus park kete kat tepi surau(alhamdulillah!) hihi…then terus ke surau.. sbb me n nirma duk tahan air sembahyang since 630? sbb dah pakai maskara?? apahalll???? :P masuk je surau.. met aboon n idya.. hihihihi…then had our quick dinner, heading to the hall…

ok.. didn’t expect much on first formers nye show laa.. standard laa tuh.. korg pon jgn eksyen.. diorg at least ade backdrop eventhough ade lembu atas backdrop? hahahaha… at least laa kan fozz.. drpd handkerchiefs duk tergantung! :P tapi.. shocking news, narrator citer form1 (bunga telor and a bally shoes?) menang best supproting actress overall ok! pity to the fifth formers, eventhough diorg menang senior play, they didn’t won the best overall play.. the award goes to the second formers.. hehe, agak loser laa.. kalah kat cs sendiri? tu yg jd cam sedih sikit tuh.. well, congratulations to Tunku Ainna, my niece, for winning the best supporting actress for the fifth formers. kesian jugak tgk die nangis smalam… ;) ye laa.. mane ade form 5 boleh terima hakikat kalah overall weyyy.. we had that experience too.. blame the batch of 9599 for making it as a cursed! peace nirma n friends!!:P ye laa.. batch diorg yg start menang overall dulu, so, jadi cursed, sape yg dah menang sebelum time form 5, by the time form 5, mesti kalah overall play.. but at least, we won best senior play twice! :D at least pernah laa menang junior play and senior play sepanjang kat tkc.. daripada jadi sore loser, tak pernah menang ape2 mase ed… aduiii.. as usual,the best part was  mase nyanyi lagu kolej..definitely the college spirit is still there..and kalau rase cam nak kembali ke zaman kanak2,just gather at least 5 members of ur batch and semua perangai buruk anda akan terkeluar la.. hehehehe…i’m loving it!

but, i really need liana madzlan and farah fauzana, and semua yang buat backdrops back then utk ajar all the juniors cara2 nak buat backdrop.. sgtlah menyedihkan bile tgk backdrop…takde yg lawa pon.:( ..i still remeber, how Pn Ashidah amat amazed ngan backdrop mase form 3, sampai add another award for best backdrop category because of our backdrop? hihihihi..and ingat lagi mase form 4..mr lim was so impressed ngan our backdrop..haha..4k especially!! gile laa pagi jumaat tu semua org kene marah sbb backdrop ade dlm kelas 4k..and semua org mengantuk haram..sampai mr lim merajuk tanak ajar add maths! aduii.. pastu sume org duk pujuk mr lim to watch the drama that night.. and hasilnye amat menggembirakan!!! on that monday, sepanjang kelas addmaths duk cerita pasal english drama!!! sungguh terharu!!..;)) ingat lagi betapa semangatnye sume org sampai sanggup stay up.. bangun kul 3 pagi just to do the rehearsal kat hall.. ishk..high school life amat menggembirakan!!(minus the exams plis!)..

we headed back to cyberjaya at around 230 am, after lepaking at taipan senawang! wah lau weyy… seremban ade taipan babe.. gile coolness bukan? after waving goodbyes to tkc, teachers and juniors, and few 9600 who showed up namely: jasara, fozz, aboon, idya, asni, atie, mar and jib who showed up a bit late with kay due to technical probs of her car.. sian babe.. ur car tersadai kat nilai!..thanks a lot for coming to the english drama, and small??tiny?? reunion of 9600..;) and not to forget, thanks a lot to nirma for driving all the way to seremban…and drive back to cyber..(if aku ade license nirma, mmg aku dah tlg bawakkan dah..:D) hihihi… what a memorable night in tkc..:P

p/s: to fozz, aboon n jasara.. email gambars plis! lupe bawak camera smalam.. kalut sgt.. tak sempat nak grab camera.


- if music be the food of love, play on! (William Shakespere) -

confession of a broken heart.

February 15th, 2006 by kuza

 

BERHENTI BERHARAP.

" Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat…"

~ be very careful in making a woman cry….
coz, God counts her tears.. ~

daging salai masak lemak cili api.

January 12th, 2006 by kuza

aahahahahhaha…sedapnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..:P

ishk..serius tak sabar nak balik ni.. sedap gile menu itu… blame my bro, boy for this ridiculous emotion! hahaha… ade ke patut, pukul 3 petang, di kala org tgh nyenyak tido.. die bole call…and the conversation was like this:

boy: oi..kau kat mane? buat ape?
me: kat cyber laa..tido..apsal?
boy: oo ye ke.. eh jap eh.. mama, sedap gile laaa daging salai ni…
me: siot kau boy..
boy: oh ape die.. laa..apsal tido? ma, mmg sedap daging nih.
me: kau dose boy buat aku camnih..:(
boy: huh? dose? eh..ma, petang ni masak lemak kan? uishh.. mmg sedap daging salai ni!
me: siot aaa boy.. aku nanges kang…:((
boy: ahahahaha…. aku nak balas dendam ape kau buat mase bulan puasa hari tu!!!!
(pastu sambung gelak jahat!!!)

siot kan??? amat siot!! tau laa tak balik raya.. tak yah la nak eksyen tgh bergotong royong menyalai daging! sungguh deymmm…. mmg cubaan membalas dendam yg berjaya!hahaha..shitted!ye laa kan.. sape tak sakit hati mase bulan puasa, a day before raya, tgh sedap2 gile tido kul 430 petang…tetibe "boy, bangun boy,…sedap gile ah daging salai nih.. sedap ooooo… panas2 nih makan.. bangun boy.. amik bau!!!" ahhahahaha…member bengang aaa, balas dendam!! jahat kan? sorry bro.. tapi mmg kejam gile laa balas camni.. i wasn’t at home to cherish the salai menyalai moment! :((

well, my last paper will be on saturday! paper database plak tuh!! deymm.. :(( pls pls pls do pray for me yah? :p

- selamat hari raya qurban. -

all the best.

January 8th, 2006 by kuza

Kuseru ost phsm2
Misha Omar

Ku Membayangi…Jiwa Hatimu
Tapi Perpisahan Menunggu
Ku Ingin Membelaimu
Namun Kasihku Tiada Restu

Diri Begini…Kerna Selama
Ditinggalkan Marah Sengsara
Hingga Hilang Terlupa
Siapa Aku Sebenarnya Sayang…

Oh..Dengarlah Sayu Tangisanku
Mengapa Degupanmu Ku Seru
Kerna Kesepian nan Terlalu
Kembalikan Hidup Yang Ku Rindu

Oh..Dengarlah Sunyi Tangisanku
Kau Tahu Ku Amat Menyayangimu
Oh Pergilah Kau Bukan Milikku
Pulang Pada Yang Mengasihi… Dirimu…
( Kau Ku Seru…Kesepian Berlalu…Maafkan Daku )

Sampai Disini
Ku Lepas Kau Pergi
Biar Ku Damai Bersemadi
Lukamu Ku Mengerti
Kan Ku Hilangkan Derita…Ini…

went to zoom in misha omar with nirma faire and ene.. tujuan asal nak tgk aie back up..hahaha.. sekali dapat tau ruffedge guest artist! semakin bersemangat laa… dah laa dapat seat best gile.. thanks to ene sbb teman aie dr petang.. and dapat seat yg best! sayang laa nirma, misha dah kasi mic die tak nyanyi… hahaha… focus on tv tuhhhh… tp unfamiliar song to nirma pon.. so takpe laa…. tp, nampak laa muke kitorg bertiga yg dah excited gile tunggu nirma sambung nyanyi lagu tuh! wahahahahaha… deyymm.. we were on national tv last night!! hahahaha.. (walaupon tv2 je…hehehhe..:P)

final exam for mmu students starts at 9am tomorrow. hihhi… best of luck to all of mmu studs! break both legs yah! especially to my darling housemates, shid, namin and linda yg ade paper on monday!hihihi…

and to the rest of my friends, good luck!as for me,my paper will be on wednesday… 2 papers lak tuh.. shitted gell.. morning will be toc, evening will be cg.. i’m gonna die..:(( hahahah so, do pray for my success yah? hihih..

oklah.. better get back to all my notes..

- life taught me to die. -

baik punya cilok.

January 4th, 2006 by kuza

baru balik from OU, mosin and hasan..

  • hantar nirma gi facial
  • jalan2 pusing2 OU
  • terserempak ngan amir ruffedge!
  • seb baik aie ade n bertegur sape
  • amik gambar ngan amir ruffedge!
  • tgk baik punya cilok
  • lepak kat mosin
  • continue lepak kat hasan
  • balik rumah.

hahahaha… gile lawak siot baik punya cilok! adoi…ac mizal laa paling tak tahan… bodo  gile lawak!!! dah laa full house..duk depan lak tu.. tapi mmg layannnn laaa afdlin n the gang buat lawak.. hans isaac pon comel gile.. dah laa kesian! well, ade gak laa certain parts of the story yg mcm "haa?" heheh.. but overall… mmg sakit perut gile lawak! cite die simple je.. ;) so, to those yg minat gile afdlin shauki.. sile lah menonton filem ini!

well, need to settle down.. final exam is scheduled on 9th - 14th of january 2006. raya haji pon tak raya lah kirenye. my papers are scheduled on 11th of january and 14th of january. 11th, TOC and CG. and database is scheduled on 14th. pastu trimester break until 5th of february.


- settle down, and be nerd!-