surrender!~
i wanted to write my blog since last week but still havent got the right time to write. so skang ni tgh kononnye tak buat pape, merajinkan diri laa menulis(actually menaip) kat blog nih.. bukannye takde keje.. tapi sebenanye mmg dah kekeringan idea nak buat fyp.. sungguh tertekan rasenye.. but shid and i should be lucky coz kitorg buat research. it doesnt involved any programming and coding.. cuma kene buat database je laa.. hadehh.. tu pon pening gak tu..sbb kene buat analysis yg perfect. nasib jugak laa dpt ms aishah yg sungguh memahami dan menyayangi… hehe.. enuff of this fyp thingy..:P
actually,i tgh sibuk menghitung hari utk kononnye2 blah from MMU ni.. bukan blah dr bumi cyberjaya..sbb ntah2 i practical n keje kat sini..coz i really love cyberjaya.. haha.. mesti org ckp i ni gile.. but that’s the truth.. cj adalah menyeronokkan..tak byk kete.. walaupon, foreigner2 yg bawak kete sumenye sux.. but then, environment kat sini cam best. unlike Kuala lumpur or mane2 kawasana busy yg sewaktu dgnnye.. cyber dekat ngn putrajaya, and suasana die yg mmg menyenangkan..tapi tu lah.. masalah cyber nih, tak banyak port2 nk lepak.. balik2 mamak..kalau siang, balik2 basstand,oldtown,hassan…adehh bosan sungguh!.. maybe that’s one of the reason why i’m still single!! :P.
sebut2 pasal single nih.. mmg harapan tipis laa nak dpt bf kat mmu nih.. tatau laa ape mat2 nih sume pandang.. sume nk yg hottness2 je.. teringat balik mase lepak ngn mr asaad kat oldtown hrtu.. muke die mmg habes terkejut laa bile kitorg ckp yg kitorg nih tidak di punyai oleh sesape..mr asaad pon balik negara die nk kahwin.. hadoiii.. why am i surrounded by mereka2 yg telah berdua? hehehe.. nasihat mr asaad before dia blah from mmu n blk negara die:
1- use ur mind to aim and shoot, pilih yg elok2..
2- use your heart to tackle.
hahaha… ni nasihat lecturer nih.. yang bestnye ayat die,"hey come on, u dun have much time.less than two month, nailed someone before it’s too late..nanti mase dh kerja, lg susah!" haihhh..betapa losernye kami..:P tapi betul jugak ckp die.. but truthfully, i dun understand guys.. cam pelik jugak diorg ni.. ntah ape laa yg diorg nak kot kat gadis2 nih..
there are a lot of issues..shid ckp, maybe radar kitorg ni salah..haha..konon2 nampak dah potential tu, tp rupenye2 bf org..yg lg masalah,husband org!hadehh..betul laa bak kate org tua2, "all the good guys are taken!" mcm mane nih? takkan tinggal org2 yg tak good kot? onn selalu ckp.."kau yg tak nampak kuza…cube bukak mata tu luas2 sikit!" haha..dah terlebih luas dah ni rasenye i bukak mata…takde pon? sampai dah tatau dah nak pandang kat mane.. radar asyik salah je.. hehehe.. tapi bak kate faire.."maybe jodoh korg main nyorok2 kot..diorg tak ready nk kuar lg" hahaahah comel jugak tu.. cuba bayangkan in real world, ade org tgh play hide and seek,and we dun even noticed! :P.. betul jugak kate faire tu. hehe.
but, from the lesson that i’ve learnt, never trust a guy 100%..u must at least keep 10% trust away from him. haha.. kenape? sbb dah lumrah lelaki, diorg mmg takleh di percayai sgt..sbb diorg suke ckp tanpa berfikir,kat si A die ckp camni, kat si B die ckp lain plak. tu baru A ngn B, kalau ade dari A-Z? lagi lah pening.and people duk judge ckp pompuan tak rasional, terlalu ikut hati. sedangkan, semua berpunca dr guys.. diorg yg suke ckp belit2 kat sume org, dgn alasan, konon nak menjaga hati. dah tau hati pompuan ni lembut, mudah cair lah konon, diorg amik laa kesempatan..ala2 sweet talker gitu.. shid ckp, pompuan ni suke fikir detail..yup, that’s true, i’ve seen a lot of things that happened to support this statement. plus, we are easily be blinded by love. "kite hanya nampak ape yg kite nak nampak, kite dengar ape yg kite nak dengar." ohh crap!.
hmm.. sometimes, rase cam nak give up je ngan love nih. they’ll come when we least expect it. so, tunggu je laa sampai bulan jatuh ke riba.hahaha… ni mmg dah tahap malas dan ayat2 loser dah nih. nak buat camne.. dah almost 2 years i’m being a loser. redha je laa.. tak mati pon.;) heheh..mcm sherry nye sms dulu:
"most of us wont remain single, i think we should view our singleness as a special season of our life, a gift from God. so, enjoy the unique qualities of singleness!"
ahaha… as u guys can see, i’m enjoying every second of the season! >:P menarik bukan?
okay enuff of this crap. better get back to my work. this might be my final trimester, for papers. i really hope that i can make it through this trimester. without screwing up! so, please, do pray for my success and please pray that after my intern in june, i’ll be graduating!and takyah balik mmu to repeat papers! aminnn. thank you! hehe.. serious dah tak larat nk g kelas dh! hehe..;))
so, to the people who read this, thank you so much!!
- i cant wait to fall in love with you. 
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