Kuza’s Blog

well, another 2 days left for us to celebrate our blessful month, Syawal 1428H. after a month of fasting..hmm..

another year passing by, Syawal kali ni, genaplah 16 thn babah tinggalkan kami semua… that means, this is our 16th year of celebrating raya without him.time flew fast. Adha pon dah 17thn, dah nak amik SPM dh…compare to 16 yrs ago, she was only an infant when babah dipanggil Ilahi. and i’m really grateful to have such a patient mama, yg terlalu byk berkorban utk kami semua. Mama, we really appreciate of what u have done to us! I love u eternally!.

ok, that’s not about it..saje je tetibe hati tersentuh kat office nih.. hehe.. emo emo.. td mase nk ckp bye bye kat nirma pon, hati boleh tersentuh. raya kali ni, brings so much different in my life. i’m not a student anymore, and dah tak dpt duit raya dah…aduiii…i have to give duit raya laa pulak..untung lah daha, semua abg2 dan kakak2 dia dh kerja, boleh lah dpt duit raya byk2.. raya kali ni pon, di serikan dengan kehadiran Qalif! hihii.. eventhough last year die dah lahir dlm bulan Syawal, tp, mase tu dia tak cukup bulan..so, takleh celebrate lebih2..haha..tahun ni…adoii..siap laaa…lasak gile handsome boy tuh! even Ken yg br first time jumpe Qalif pon surrender…hihihihi..dah si budak Qalif tu duk sibuk panjat2 dia..tp, after balik berbuka from umah kak koosh, sepanjang jln nk balik cyber, Ken sikit2 sebut-sebut nama Qalif…haha..dah start sayang kat anak buah i laa tu!..:P

tp, tension gak raya kali ni.. tak boleh nak raya sakan..baju raya, kasut raya sume tak siap lagi. sigh~ tuesday dah kene keje balik..aiyok..sungguh bosan!dah laa sherry start keje thursday…kak koosh and family blk kelantan until wednesday. ken still kat kampung lagi…aiyoo..can u guys just imagine? hehehe.. emo nih!..

and skarang ni, i really really really miss my girlfriends!OMG!! I miss them so much.tatau apsal..mmg takleh bla laa…saiko kejap..haha..they are really important in my life, our friendship that we have is more to family relationship.bak kate org tua2, cubit peha kanan, peha kiri confirm terase gak lah! i cannot imagine my life without them. mereka lah yg menceriakan my days! to all my sexy darlings, whatever happens in our life, just remember that we have each other. I really love you guys and I really cherish the friendship and the love that we shared.(aiyokk emo lagi!..saya mmg amat sayang mereka!)

I better end this post, if not, ade menitis airmata kat sini jugak kang. hahahha…

so like fellas, to all my beloved family, to all my favourite sexy girls, to all my friends, to all the people who crossed my path, to anyone who knows me, to all blog readers and seluruh muslim di dunia,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin, Halalkan segala makan dan minum serta hutang piutang(hihihihihiks..).

Semoga Syawal kali ini membawa pengertian yg besar kepada semua. kira 0-0 lah ye..thank u so much!

Dengan ingatan tulus ikhlas,

~Tengku Zhawani bt. Tunku Mansor, Eid al- Mubarak, 1428H~

p/s: kalau sesape buat open house tu, jgn lupe jemput ye..:P

Wanita Yang Kau Pilih
Artist: Rossa

Malam selalu panjang
Di waktu aku merindukanmu
Kau bisa menjaga aku
Hingga diriku merasa teduh

Aku seperti kamu
Menginginkan dan memerlukanmu
Karena kita tak mampu
Selalu pergi menjauh

Kau jadikan aku ini
Wanita yang kau pilih
Untuk jadi kekasihmu
Dan kau pun tlah aku minta
Setia sepertiku

Aku percaya penuh
Kau kan buatku bahagia
Karna cinta tercipta
Datangnya dari dalam hatiku

Kau jadikan aku ini
Wanita yang kau pilih
Untuk jadi kekasihmu
Dan kau pun tlah aku minta
Setia sepertiku

hihihi.. here goes the beautiful lyrics of the beautiful song for the beautiful person who stole my beautiful heart and keep it safely in his beautiful heart!, "caini, i sayang u! sgt2!!" :">

:P…byk kan perkataan beautiful? ;))

well, raya dah semakin dekat, and suma org dah cuti dah! sakan plak tu… siap amik cuti seminggu before and after raya.. aduhhh…and they are leaving me here, alone in cyberjaya. rase menyesal plak tak mintak start keje lepas raya.. hahah..

well nothing much, just drop by to say, salam Ramadhan and Happy Eid al-Mubarak to all..Maaf Zahir dan Batin. semoga Ramadhan dan Syawal kali ini di berkati-Nya. Aminnn…

hahaha… i dun have any serious relationship right now, tapi nak jugak dengar lagu kekasih gelapku ni…

it is not because of the lyrics…hmm, ok ok..part of it, because of the lyrics…i may not have a kekasih gelap, but i might be a kekasih gelap to someone..hahaha.. u know what i mean..well, lagu ni mmg dah sepuluh juta kali sehari di putarkan kat office nih… nasib baik kane chee layan lagu2 indon nih… if not, mau kene buang kerja!..hahaha..

yg paling syahdu dan menyayat hati lagu ni is when pansha sebut "ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku…" aiyooo…. just imagine his face singing this song plus dgn suara yg syahdu… haishhhh (shid’s style) rase cam nak pelepuk!! nak nak last thursday he just sang this song live in front of me sambil memetik gitar… and me, using all the opportunity untuk menatap wajah oncee sambil menyanyi lagu ni… ahahaha…since he is the most eligible bachelor in that UNGU group! huhuhuhuh….

the UNGU was so rock!! i am so happy that at last, i pegi jugak tgk ungu….kalau ikut ckp ken haritu, mesti menyesal..hihihihi…but i know he was just being concern :P…seb baik ade faskah yg sudi menemani…hihihikksss… sian faskah, sume perempuan, die sorg je laki…tu yg die layan gile2 mase tomok nyanyi tuh…hahahahaha…siap letak gamba tomok kat profile ok!

there goes my thursday night, chilling out with the other girls, faire, izza, linda, feeza, namin, nana and her friend. it was incomplete sikit sbb, bile lagu tercipta untukku, shid and sherry should be there too to share the meaningful song! as well as nirma, to complete the c1-6-9 batch! hihihihi…

later, that saturday and sunday, kami ke rumah sharil plak, to fill up the invitation of his sister’s wedding.. mmg meriah gile laa… menarik sungguh! then, lepas wedding on saturday, dah takde keje nak buat, sharoo came up with the idea of "jom gi genting! minum coffee kat sane" woohooooo…. meriah bukan? so, lebih kurang kul 7 camtu, sharoo and ayie picked up nirma at her house, amik faire dan diriku ini, way up up to genting! hahaha..

before that, around 6pm tu, shazu and nana made a surprise visit to faire’s place, hahaha.. diorg dtg, konon nak ajak lepak minum2 kat bwh.. tapi cam tak sempat coz kitorg nak siap2 gi genting sume… last2 diorg lepak2, sambil main keyboard kat rumah tu.. and we took pictures too!! hihihi.. cik nana, mahukan gambar2 indah ku itu!!!

and on sunday, kami bertiga, faire, nirma and i, together with 6 other boys, shawal, jeb jeb, hikmat, amar, wandi and daniel, jadi penyambut tetamu membantu sharil for his sister’s reception kat dewan perdana felda. haih.. letih juga tapi, seb baik laa in the end dapat segugus seedless anggur! hihihihi… meriah gile laa wedding itu…;))

so like, there goes my hectic and full of activities weekend! now, kembali ke salak tinggi, dan memulakan kerja di cyberjaya untuk minggu2 yang seterusnye.. hihihi… so nice to be back in cyberjaya again..

i miss him so much! :">

here is the lyrics of kekasih gelapku:

Kekasih Gelapku (Ungu)

Lyrics:
ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun
meskipun tiada satu orangpun yang tahu
ku mencintaimu sedalam dalam hatiku
meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku

yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
yang kucari selama ini dalam hidupku
dan hanya padamu kuberikan sisa cintaku
yang panjang dalam hidupku
hidupku…

ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun
meskipun tiada satu orangpun yang tahu
ku mencintaimu sedalam dalam hatiku
meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku
woho…

ku mencintaimu sedalam dalam hatiku
meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku

ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun
meskipun tiada satu orangpun yang tahu
ku mencintaimu sedalam dalam hatiku
meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku
kekasih gelapku…

hmm.. ever heard of the song sembunyi by misha omar and andy flop poppy?
the lyrics and the music is simple and nice. a lil bit chicky.. it happens to all of us actually.. especially yg jenis malu2 nak admit perasaan sendiri.. konon living in denial..heh.. here’s the lyrics.

Misha Omar & Andy Flop Poppy - Sembunyi

Percikan sinar matamu singgah di hati
Bergetar bibirku bisu sukar mengerti
Pantasnya diri tertawan
Tak sempat berkelip aku kau punya

Biar pun mengutus ilham menuju jiwa
Teguhmu suatu raga melamar rasa
Biar pun kita mencuba

Sembunyi… namunkan terlihat yang jelas di wajah
Kita memang sarat merasakan cinta
Bagaikan bintang di malam cerah beri cahaya
Tak terhalang menyinari segala

Bertentang mata sebentar dihanyut angan
Tersentap lalu ku sedar diperhatikan
Segannya diri terasa kemana
Renungan aku nak alih

Sembunyi… namunkan terlihat yang jelas di wajah
Kita sememangnya sarat merasakan cinta
Bagaikan bintang di malam cerah beri cahaya
Tak terhalang menyinari segala

Walau kita cuba sembunyi
Namun terlihat segalanya yang tersimpan di hati
Bintang-bintang di malam cerah beri cahaya
Tak menghalang menyinari segala

Walau kita cuba sembunyi
Namun terlihat segalanya yang tersimpan di hati

dedicated to all!.

- can i just see u again? -

oh my god, oh my god!!
ahahaha.. i’m not an AF freak.. but, i really like EBI..
bukan je showmanship nye yg hebat.. tetapi kerana slang pekat sabahan die tu.. dan kecomelan die menyebut words in Bm dengan pelat!! oh GOD.. bisa gugur jantung gue!!!
wahahaha… sabahan bahhh.. i loikkeeee!!

it all started when i msg shid ajak gi oldtown.. tetibe dpt call from acoy… the conversation was like:

    "kuza, nana ni… EBI ade kat D’Arif… u dtg laa sini, diorg ramai2 tgh makan… datang now!!"

and to the hell!! i jumped plus screamed like crazy!!! oh my GOD!!!!! it is EBI in cyberjaya!!! i was so crazy watching him on TV!! duk melompat2 buat show.. ngan style die yg honest tuh.. melayan je soalan2 aznil… i plak redha je ngan kutukan shid cakap mat nih pelat… i dun care!!!! terus ketuk bilik sherry… paksa die siap sume… grab the camera.. and there we were… borrowed shid’s car… headed to D’Arif… =)) wahahahah…
sepanjang2 perjalanan to street mall.. me and sherry menjerit2 dlm kete…

"sherry, what are we doing??"

were repeated tremendously! (ecewah.. dramatik sungguh ayat) mmg unbelievable laa kan… nih macam zaman2 i gi kejar adam dulu nih… sanggup tu gi bday party adam kat saloma bistro ngan jib! wahahahaha… pahal kannn?? (eheh.. tetibe termasuk plak adam) lalalala…

sampai kat streetmall, hehe.. usha dulu.. check line clear ke tak… 3-4 kali laa kitorg pusing2 dlm kete.. last2, kitorg stop, turun kete, usha kat depan d’arif…mmg cam org kebingungan gak laa kami.. sebab segan kott… ebi and semua finalist ade kat situ.. plus few of org astro laa kot… hahaha… me n sherry mmg bagai cacing kepanasan laa.. the moment nampak ebi.. oh my god!!!! he’s so breathtakingly handsome! mmg eye-catching abesssss… i ngan sherry mmg duk bising… tatau camne nk gi amik gamba ngan ebi.. last2 kitorg decide, lepak kat kerusi kat tepi2 bunga2 tuh.. tunggu je kalau2 ebi bangun nak blah… and the dream came true! ebi bangun nak blah.. ape lagi.. i duk paksa sherry utk kejar ebi…hahaha.. sherry dgn bajet manje nyeh…

   

"ebi… ebi… nak amik gamba u bole?"

ebi pon stop, toleh ke arah sherry sambil menjawab:

"boleh boleh… lima ringgit satu ya!"

(imagine, dengan pelatnye dan slang sabah!!! aduhhh.. bisa gugur jantung gue!!! and he is so much handsome di luar berbanding di dalam TV!… sumpah hensem! arghhhh… mmg terpempan dan terpana laa menatap wajah comel itu… ahahaha… then, amik gambar laa ngan die… mmg sengaja ok salam2 die plus amik gambar rapat2.. siap boleh rase lagi badan die.. auuuwww.. gataiiii tak tahannnn…wakakakaka… tapi seriously laa.. die mmg body beautiful.. athlete kan… aduhhh… mmg seb baik fikir i ni pompuan je..and masih berada dalam batas2 adat ketimuran.. gadis2 kene ayu2 dan malu2 di depan jejaka… hehehe… kalau tak… mmg sudah berlaku laa aksi2 mat saleh yg tiada batas susila itu… X:) ;)) lepas je amik gamba, i ngan sherry, terus lari.. masuk kete.. tutup pintu, lock kete, pastu kitorg menjerittttttttttttttttttttttttttt cam org gile!!!! oh my God!!! i can’t imagine.. boleh ber eyecontact, bertemu muka, bersalam2, mengambil gamba dgn ebi dalam mase sesingkat ni.. hahaha.. die baru menang naib juara AF kot… owhh ebi…. hahahaha..

ok ok.. enuff of this crap.. at last i dapat laa semangat nak study.. ecewahhh.. alasan tak tahannn… so, i’m geared up to read the notes of expert systems… so like guys, i’ll upload my pic wth ebi later.. malas nak cari cable.. gamba presentation fyp pon tak upload2 lagi.. wish me luck for my next paper.. it will be on thursday and saturday.. then, ronggeng cik rokiah laaa!!! tapi takleh ronggeng lebih2, 4th june i’ll start my intern! hihihikss… :"> do pray for my success will ya??? thanks peeps for reading this blog entry!!…;)) take good care everyone.. and to MMU students, Goodluck paper final.. ade seminggu lagi nih..

-i kinda miss him.. but, does he misses me? i guess not! :’(-

A best friend forever, is that really how it goes?
Best friends forever, the words just seem to flow.
Best friends forever, do they use words like always and never?
Best friends forever, they don’t always stick together.
Best friends forever, they always need to have their say.
Best friends forever, they just leave if they don’t get their way.
So when you want to use words like best friends forever,
Don’t try to be clever by using…forever.
Just remember best friends aren’t always together.

got this from poetry url from nirma.. ade banyak lagi.. but currently, i’m having a lil problem.. tatau laa apsal.. am i having a communication problem? rasenye cam dah pandai cakap dah.. but when it comes to "inner" feelings, selalu fail! dalam hati nak cakap lain.. yg keluar kat mulut lain! arghh!!! faire dah suruh confront.. tapi, as usual laa.. kalau confront, confirm kalah! there are so much things i want to tell..tapi mmg tak dapat lepas! yang jadi mangsa, faire n shid.. nak je mintak diorg jadi wakil… luahkan ape yg terbuku di hati.. hahahaha.. tapi selalu susah… malas nak carik gaduh, tapi, kenape tak leh nak faham?? dah banyak sgt signs dah ditunjuk.. dah penah bgtau pon sebenanye.. mmg laa dah takde perasaan.. tapi, takleh ke respect? i am not 5-year old kid yg boleh di beri gula2 and alasan seperti "kami kawan je.. it’s for ur own good. so i can still korek rahsia from him!" tapi, sampai hari ni.. takde pon rahsia nye.. haihhh!! yg pendam perasaan, sakit hati, always the unlucky me!.. urgh.. i’m so tired of this.. i dun wanna lose a friend! please help!..

-hati yang huru hara!-

i wanted to write my blog since last week but still havent got the right time to write. so skang ni tgh kononnye tak buat pape, merajinkan diri laa menulis(actually menaip) kat blog nih.. bukannye takde keje.. tapi sebenanye mmg dah kekeringan idea nak buat fyp.. sungguh tertekan rasenye.. but shid and i should be lucky coz kitorg buat research. it doesnt involved any programming and coding.. cuma kene buat database je laa.. hadehh.. tu pon pening gak tu..sbb kene buat analysis yg perfect. nasib jugak laa dpt ms aishah yg sungguh memahami dan menyayangi… hehe.. enuff of this fyp thingy..:P

actually,i tgh sibuk menghitung hari utk kononnye2 blah from MMU ni.. bukan blah dr bumi cyberjaya..sbb ntah2 i practical n keje kat sini..coz i really love cyberjaya.. haha.. mesti org ckp i ni gile.. but that’s the truth.. cj adalah menyeronokkan..tak byk kete.. walaupon, foreigner2 yg bawak kete sumenye sux.. but then, environment kat sini cam best. unlike Kuala lumpur or mane2 kawasana busy yg sewaktu dgnnye.. cyber dekat ngn putrajaya, and suasana die yg mmg menyenangkan..tapi tu lah.. masalah cyber nih, tak banyak port2 nk lepak.. balik2 mamak..kalau siang, balik2 basstand,oldtown,hassan…adehh bosan sungguh!.. maybe that’s one of the reason why i’m still single!! :P.

sebut2 pasal single nih.. mmg harapan tipis laa nak dpt bf kat mmu nih.. tatau laa ape mat2 nih sume pandang.. sume nk yg hottness2 je.. teringat balik mase lepak ngn mr asaad kat oldtown hrtu.. muke die mmg habes terkejut laa bile kitorg ckp yg kitorg nih tidak di punyai oleh sesape..mr asaad pon balik negara die nk kahwin.. hadoiii.. why am i surrounded by mereka2 yg telah berdua? hehehe.. nasihat mr asaad before dia blah from mmu n blk negara die:

   1- use ur mind to aim and shoot, pilih yg elok2..
    2- use your heart to tackle.

hahaha… ni nasihat lecturer nih.. yang bestnye ayat die,"hey come on, u dun have much time.less than two month, nailed someone before it’s too late..nanti mase dh kerja, lg susah!" haihhh..betapa losernye kami..:P tapi betul jugak ckp die.. but truthfully, i dun understand guys.. cam pelik jugak diorg ni.. ntah ape laa yg diorg nak kot kat gadis2 nih..

there are a lot of issues..shid ckp, maybe radar kitorg ni salah..haha..konon2 nampak dah potential tu, tp rupenye2 bf org..yg lg masalah,husband org!hadehh..betul laa bak kate org tua2, "all the good guys are taken!" mcm mane nih? takkan tinggal org2 yg tak good kot? onn selalu ckp.."kau yg tak nampak kuza…cube bukak mata tu luas2 sikit!" haha..dah terlebih luas dah ni rasenye i bukak mata…takde pon? sampai dah tatau dah nak pandang kat mane.. radar asyik salah je.. hehehe.. tapi bak kate faire.."maybe jodoh korg main nyorok2 kot..diorg tak ready nk kuar lg" hahaahah comel jugak tu.. cuba bayangkan in real world, ade org tgh play hide and seek,and we dun even noticed! :P.. betul jugak kate faire tu. hehe.

but, from the lesson that i’ve learnt, never trust a guy 100%..u must at least keep 10% trust away from him. haha.. kenape? sbb dah lumrah lelaki, diorg mmg takleh di percayai sgt..sbb diorg suke ckp tanpa berfikir,kat si A die ckp camni, kat si B die ckp lain plak. tu baru A ngn B, kalau ade dari A-Z? lagi lah pening.and people duk judge ckp pompuan tak rasional, terlalu ikut hati. sedangkan, semua berpunca dr guys.. diorg yg suke ckp belit2 kat sume org, dgn alasan, konon nak menjaga hati. dah tau hati pompuan ni lembut, mudah cair lah konon, diorg amik laa kesempatan..ala2 sweet talker gitu.. shid ckp, pompuan ni suke fikir detail..yup, that’s true, i’ve seen a lot of things that happened to support this statement. plus, we are easily be blinded by love. "kite hanya nampak ape yg kite nak nampak, kite dengar ape yg kite nak dengar." ohh crap!.

hmm.. sometimes, rase cam nak give up je ngan love nih. they’ll come when we least expect it. so, tunggu je laa sampai bulan jatuh ke riba.hahaha… ni mmg dah tahap malas dan ayat2 loser dah nih. nak buat camne.. dah almost 2 years i’m being a loser. redha je laa.. tak mati pon.;) heheh..mcm sherry nye sms dulu:

"most of us wont remain single, i think we should view our singleness as a special season of our life, a gift from God. so, enjoy the unique qualities of singleness!"

ahaha… as u guys can see, i’m enjoying every second of the season! >:P menarik bukan?

okay enuff of this crap. better get back to my work. this might be my final trimester, for papers. i really hope that i can make it through this trimester. without screwing up! so, please, do pray for my success and please pray that after my intern in june, i’ll be graduating!and takyah balik mmu to repeat papers! aminnn. thank you! hehe.. serious dah tak larat nk g kelas dh! hehe..;))
so, to the people who read this, thank you so much!!

- i cant wait to fall in love with you. -

For someone as perfect, charming and sweet like you
Always makes me blush and giggle without a clue
How shall a simple girl like me can ever win your heart?
When I know that we will forever be apart?

Dearest love, how can ever this feeling go?
Without you in my heart, I shall be sorrow
But alas, one day you will go away
For I shall live my life aimlessly day by day

Selamat Hari Berkasih Sayang. 

it’s 9.56am..and i’m still working on my network diagram of resource management technique. mengarut plak past year qs ni…hehe… dah laa tension carry marks cukup2 makan je.. susah gak dapat lecturer racist nih..hehe..

sejuk gile skang nih.. hujan.. feeza ngan shid dah selamat beradu dah.. i wanted to sleep as well.. tapi, dah terlalu banyak caffein di dlm badan…plus one bar of chocolate during sahur td.. inilah hasilnye.. and now, i’m shivering like crazy.. menaip pon menggigil nih!! tak mampu nak bergerak utk tutup sliding door..

and here are the updates of this week..
sunday, first day of Ramadhan, lucky me coz had the chance to tarawikh,sahur n berbuka with my darling family..

back to cyber on monday coz hari selasa ade training briefing from MDeC.i was expected to be in cyber by 6pm.. before buke pose, ended up.. i was stranded in sg.besi pasar ramadhan for almost 2 and a half hours.. hahaha…kul 830mlm baru sampai cyber!it was a very tiring day.

then, tuesday..briefing with the MDeC..i was offered to take macromedia director class.. hmm.. belasah laa.. dah kate free.. amik je laa class tu.. nanti dapat certificate..;) i’m reconsidering Java class by Sun Microsystem.. tp kene consult ngan mr asaad dulu.

wednesday, a visit by Muz…tu pon seb baik kitorang terserempak die kat bank..if not.. mmg selamat laa member aku sorang nih!..and because of his last text to shid..

" ye laaa.. aku dtg jauh2 nak jumpe member,tp korg tanak jumpe aku.lepas ni aku dtg,aku ajak pak guard laa lepak..confirm diorg nak ikut!"

haha..siot je..bunyi ayat2 merajuk tuh laa membuatkan kitorang hampir accident kat depan hsbc!that saiko pathetic chinese man in wira selamba badak buat U-turn dari arah bertentangan sedangkan lane kitorg tgh green light!! demit chinese!!(now, i’m being racist!!) seb baik shid, the super coolest driver berjaya mengawal keadaan.. if not, mmg dah terbalik dah laa kitorg kat atas jalan tuh..alhamdulillah, kitorang selamat..and ended up.. kitorg lepak kat mamak putra dari pukul 11pm sampai almost 4am..5 jam! gile.. dari satu cite ke satu cite.. as ususal,bile dah lame tak jumpe.. kene laa update kan.. hahaha…here goes:

muz: kuza, lame aku tak jumpe kau nih.. dah ade bf lom?
me: laa… kau tak nampak ke muz, keliling pinggang ni bf aku..
shid: ntah.. ramai nih.. sampai pening dah..
onn: "IMAGINARY" boyfriend! (sambil angkat tangan tunjuk gesture inverted comma!)
me n shid: (belasah onn tak hingat!)

demit! gile l.o.s.e.r! siot je.. and there goes our topic that night.. shid laa paling banyak agenda.. and muz, as always, giving his brotherly advice to us! tuh yg lepak sampai 5 jam tu!..;).

thursday, nuthing much, me,acoy n feeza berjaya gak buat presentation AI!..setelah bertungkus lumus 2 hari berturut2 nak fahamkan coding ngaruts nih.. and after duduk bersila, lepak depan bilik lecturer for almost whole day..alhamdulillah.. kire boleh tahan laa carry marks.. so, kene buat cun2 final for the best grade laa..

settle down, on friday, berjaya di unbar from finance utk print exam slip and sit for the final exam!!

 well, mmu soon will be having final examination for this trimester..mine starts on 2nd of october which is next monday! morning lak tuh…and here i am today.. mengulangkaji pelajaran sambil update blog?hahaha..:P…
nways, really hope that i’ll get through this trimester without failing any subject! aminnn…

haha.. mcm dah takde keje sgt..really have to get some rest..lepas ni nak struggle chapter 2 trm nih.. then refresh balik amende yg dah blaja haritu..;)
so like, nite2..(dah pukul 11 pagi ni!!!) take good care readers!(mcm ade org nak bace je!:P)..

Selamat menyambut Ramadhan al-Mubarak..semoga kita semua mendapat keberkatannya..aminnn.

well,hari tu dengar lagu Larut by Dewa19 the other day..comel gile lagu nih..:P layan kan aje! then lagu acha septriasa,"sampai menutup mata" pon touchy..sweet sgt minah tuh! haha..

-call me when u’re sober!-

it’s 3.39 am.. and my eyes are still wide open!.
busy listening to luther vandross - dance with my father.
i miss babah.
(Al-Fatihah).
may he rest in peace.. dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 yang Soleh di sisi Allah.. aminn…

with Ramadhan getting nearer, and Syawal bakal tiba..it’ll be my 15th Raya without babah.
it’s ok..i’m used to it.. life goes on…

class start at 8am..have to sleep.
take care all!

-     If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him..
      I’d play a song that would never never end..
      How I’d love love love to dance with my father again..  -